Golden Shovel for Florence and The Machine and Christian Radio
BY SARAH LEDET
the thrift store plays only word fm christian radio and i
scream when lyrics snag on brain folds like keys in cloth pews, gathered
together is me on the kneeler, staring at my own crucifixion, one day You
will save me, here, in this vestibule, here,
in this brocade of avant garde, i found myself, here, i remember all the lyrics to
all the christian radio songs, instructing veneration, instead i hide,
in the racks of clothes once loved by geriatric daughters, worn while bread was broken, from
sinners. golden calves for sale beside sweatshirts, $2.99, if idolatry were that cheap, some
benedictine mother would denounce unknowable God, her vast
lack of opulence, she wants sheep, sells wool, same as used for mittens i bought, unnameable
sacrifice, in an unimportant charity shop, purchased in lack of fear.